Man, I'm pathetic
So, I've been on quite a few dates recently. They have been fun.
I've really hit it off with one of the girls, the others I don't think I'll be pursuing.
Friday night was a great night. It ended with a couple of hours of incredibly passionate and playful kissing. We were both really enjoying ourselves and got on like a house on fire. Coversation was good, company was great, and the kissing, was unbelievable. It has been a long time since I felt that.
I was wondering how long to leave it before calling her again, but she got in touch first yesterday.
The thing is, she is going away on Tuesday for a week on holiday. She did say she wanted to meet when she got back. She did say where she was going was a 'party town' and that she was looking forward to getting away, but she isn't a big drinker and likes to take things easy.
Now, I'm not particularly worried about what happens on holiday. Weve only dated twice. If she has a fling, then it wont reallly bother me, as I guess we're both keeping our options open to a certain degree.
But for some reason I am now thinking when she comes back she wont be interested. Perhaps this is just me being insecure?
I can't stop thinking about her, whereas my other dates, although great, I don't feel quite as strongly about, if anything at all, not whilst she's in the picture.
My friends tell me to keep my options open and go on another date with one of the other girls I've met recently, just in case, but I'm not so sure.
Should I just wait, or should I keep my dates for this week?
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