older girl
Well I've known her since earlier this year me being 24 and she's 26 I know the age difference isn't that much but I'm just stumped!
When we met I had the hugest boy crush on her and seriously felt like I was 18 all over again but as I got to know her a bit better that crush went away and I was just genuinely interested in her UNTIL I found out she had a boyfriend.
Things happened since then and I only just got in contact with her recently and I invited her out to coffee but ended up being a dinner and we talked about life crap all night. Within all this she chucked in the fact she's single now. It reminded me of when she said "I would love an Asian boy" but could be jokes for all I know.
There's just so many green lights but for the first time I'm unable to act on it. I don't know if I'm intimidated by the fact that I feel because she's more mature that I have to think different or not.
Can't help but wonder, things got awkward real quick the first time around and I'm not sure why but she seems very open and friendly this time around. I wanted to talk to her to work out somethings in life and I know she loved talking about these things and given she just broke up perhaps she's wanting the same as well? I say that because we're very similar emotionally.
Yeah I'm stumped completely on this one.
Life's a beautiful melody, cept the lyric's a bit F'ed up.