Ok, what's up everyone. Im 24 years old and I've been dating this girl since high school, 6 years. We have had our highs and lows but she has always been there for me. Recently she has been talking a lot about marraige and expects a proposal soon. She is a very sweet girl and I care about her a lot but the fire in my heart is going out I think. I don't want to get married right now and I have told her that. She is very stubborn and has a short fuse, we constantly fight and when I'm ready to end it she settles down eventually. We have lived together for 3 years. I don't want to sound conceded but she loves me very much. She told me the other day that she would be completely destroyed if I was ever gone. I don't want to hurt her feelings because I care about people and I hate seeing people sad. My parents divorced when I was very young so I think that plays a part in my thinking. I consider myself to be a nice guy but when I really think about it, I don't treat her the way she deserves.
Ok, I started a new job recently, been working there 3 weeks. There is a girl there that I've talked to a few times and I can't stop thinking of her. I'm not going to cheat on my girlfriend but this other girl sparks that fire. I don't even know her but she seems to show interest in me as well. We always joke with each other and laugh, smile. She is beautiful. It's mentally torturing me to think about all of this.
I want to follow my heart but I don't want to ruin anyone's lives. My brother is two years older than me and he married my girlfriends best friend. My best friend is dating her other best friend. So things are very touchy if you know what I mean.
I need some advice... Thanks!