I just dont know what to think sometimes. My best friend has been ticking me off lately. I've known him for five years. We have alot of common interests and used to always have something to talk about. Lately however I've just been wanting to put his head through a wall. He's been going out with some girl he met (actually, she was a friend of ours before this) and hasn't been the same since. Well, I guess I cant really say that. He's the same in ways, not in others. We still know each other like we were each other, but we just dont hang out as much.
I've always been the one to go to his house. He came over, just not as much as me. Then it dropped to rarely last summer. Now he never shows up. He doesn't hardly go anywhere anymore unless someone picks him up. The only time I know that he goes anywhere with friends is every Tuesday for poker night with some friends because they pick him up. Sometimes he gets all indignant because I dont come, even though he flat out refuses to come to Halo nights. He likes playing Halo, which is why I dont understand why he doesnt come. All we really want is more people to hang out with and he doesnt seem to give a damn.
His girlfriend is in college and usually comes home every weekend. When she comes home he's always spending time with her. I like her, just not like I used to. His attitude is really starting to make me dislike her as he's seemed to have forgotten his friends, a mistake I vow to never make. We can't even keep up conversations anymore. I try and talk to him about things I used to talk to him for long periods about, like video games but he just isn't interested anymore. I don't really know what to talk to him about anymore. He just irritates me these days. I told him to go without seeing his girlfriend for a weekend, just to see if he could do it. From his response you'd have thought I'd asked him to go without breathing for a week.
He always defends himself by saying that I just dont understand since I dont have a girlfriend. Maybe not, but I sure as hell have a good imagination. I know for a fact that people have gone two weeks without seeing their significant other but they didn't drop dead. I'm just wanting more and more to let his face know how painful a hardwood floor can be. I dont wanna bitch too much because I dont wanna loose my best friend but with the way things are going, it's looking like I already am. I might just have to open up u the flood gates and let my anger out. He might not understand any other way.