I got the call from my boyfriend tonight. He told me that he's decided to marry his ex-girlfriend who has come back into his life just last week -- the one who rejected his marriage proposal. Ironically and crazily, he described his bride-to-be as "That damn girl." I think that charming description of her speaks volumes about just how screwed up this man is.
He will be coming to my apartment tomorrow night to discuss the how, what and why of our break up. I told him I wanted us to have 1 last face to face meeting for closure. He agreed that it's a good idea.
It's going to be a very emotional, painful meeting. I'm going to ask him direct questions about the history of their relationship and why he has decided to marry her. I'm also going to open my heart to him and tell him how happy and fulfilling our 2 month relationship has been for me. And I'm also going to tell him that he has hurt me deeply. He needs to be held accountable for the choice he has made. I'm going to make myself look as pretty as possible to remind him of what he is passing up. That this is HIS loss.
I'm not going to be bitter or vindictive during our meeting. But I'm going to be frank about my feelings -- good and bad. And if I feel like crying, I'm damn well going to cry in front of him.
My mother has this crazy idea that maybe Neil wants me to talk him out of marrying his ex. But I don't believe that; he sounded decisive on the phone.
Anyway, if you guys have any advice on what to do and say during our meeting tomorrow night, please let me know. I need all the help and support I can get. It's going to be Hell.
Thanks!