Hello all, I think like I am now facing the worst feeling of my life that could have ever happened to me.
I know this girl for almost 2 years and I always liked her, but the last times I ve relised out that I ve fallen in love with her!
We are both 20 y.o. , but unfortunatelly she is already in a relationship with a 21 y.o.
This is the first time in my life that I like someone who is already in a relationship, but actually I dont just like her, I LOVE her!
I havent felt like this for a girl before. She attracts me physically, mentally, sexually... and every other kind of love that you can think...
I feel like she is the best human being I ve ever met, I like her personality, her ideas, and I have fun and a good time when I am with her.
But as far as she already taken, I feel very sad because I cannot try to flirt her or something, although I really want to!
Like 2 days ago when I was for 5 hours in her home and we had a good time, but I wasnt able to do something above the "boys - girls friends" line... I feel like it would be better if I could flirt her at least and she had rejected me rather than not being able to tell her my emotions about her so I never know if she wants me too or not.
Her boyfriend is someone I know (he is not a friend of mine tho) but he is a jerk since he cheated on her! (If I had that girl mine I would have NEVER shown interest for other gilrs)
He just wants to have sex with as many girls as possible. She actually found out that he cheated her, they broke up but later they came back together again... That makes the situation even more complicated...
I cant put that girl out of my mind! I am thinking about her all the time of the day, it seems like I am addicted to her now...
Its so bad to have some wonderfull feelings about a person but not being able to express them your feelings.
I am looking for someone to advice me...