does she still like me ?/ why wont she take me back ?

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check dis out yall u see i used 2 really like dis girl she went 2 my skool and I know her friend so I told her to hook us up so she gave me the girls numba and I never called or txt her but our friend kept asking me why was i taking so long 2 get at her so she gave her my numba and she txt me and I was surprised because I thought the guy supposed 2 make the first move but anyway I was so happy It was like a dream come true so we got to talkin things were going well then I asked her 2 be my baby I thought she was gonna say what I wanted 2 hear but she replied and said shes not lookin 2 nobodys baby rite now then i just felt heartache i didnt know what to do because she had shocked me and i was sitting there very confused and a little upset so i moved out of anger and told her dont say no more and so we went our ways and I seen her in skool and she didnt say anything to me and i thought she was gonna say hi or sumthin so i didnt say anything to her either n this happened everytime i seen her so 1 day I was on facebook it was like a month later so I was on there and i wrote a status and she liked it n it felt like the first time again i was happy again so we wrote each other n she asked me for my numba it felt so good to hear from her again so i gave her my number so she called me later that night we tlked 4 awhile laughin having fun then the next day I didnt call her or txt her and she did the same so I was waiting to hear from her later in the week so I seen her in skool and like before i expected to hear from her she walks right by me and just stares at me i was about to speak 2 her but when she did that I was like dam dats crazy so I thought she had lost interest or sumthing so I never spoke 2 her after that and now we just stare at each other every time we see each other. so iam on facebook and I was trying 2 get with this girl and out of no where she comments and says thats her cousin but i didnt know so we start talklin again and she was acting jelous that i was trying to get with her cousin even tho i have not said anything 2 her in a long time but i didnt care i was jus happy that she said sumthing to me so she didnt say anything when we seen each other and i was jus like man **** her i dont need her and i deleted her on facebook but she be on my mind all day eveyday and i still want her no matter what i tell myself or try to forget about her i jus cant get her outta my head idk i think i fell for her yall know what i mean but i dont wanna say it but im confused i shoulda been moved on from her but its like shes my angel or sumthing like when i see her she gives me a rush espiacally when she looks at me she make my heart beat fast and ill fell happy jus to see her even tho i know i shoudlnt then later in the school year like around april somebody told her that i still liked her and i had added her as a friend on facebook and she accepted me i was surprised but like 3 days later she sent me a message saying "so you still like me lol could've told me yourself" so as before i was a happy man again so we get to talkin again she told me to txt her and i said wats your numba again so i think she got mad and told me "ugh get it from our mutal friend iam not going to say her name but back to the story so we start having fun with each other every time i seen her we always laughed and enjoyed each other so one day i was drunk and text her to play a sex question game so she refused and i had cut her off and then i called her and said it again that me and her were over so like a hour later i called her and told her i felt bad about jus cutting her off like that and she sounded so sad that i was starting to really feel bad so i asked her was this a mutal thing do she wanna talk and said it was cool and i said its that a yes or no and she jus kept saying its cool in a very sad voice tone then she jus hanged up on me so i called her like 2 more times and she wouldnt pick up then i text her and said if u dnt wanna talk to me no more jus tell me so i can stop buggin u and she texted back and said she didnt wanna talk to me anymore so the next moring i saw her on facebook and messaged her and said my bad from last nite i was drunk but i still wanna talk to you and she didnt respond to me and later i sent anthor message and asked her was she still done with me or not she still didnt respond back so i called her from a blocked numba and told her it was me she sounded pretty angry and ask wat did i want so i asked her again was she still done with me or not so she jus banged on me so i text her saying look iam jus tryna make it work with u dats all and told her stop cutting me off and ignoring me jus let me know something so u dont have to worry about me eva again and give me a answer and idc if its good or bad so she text me back and told me to leave her the **** alone is that good enough for you and i text back and said yup sure is!lol then a couple days later i seen her at her graduation and i was walking down the aisle and she was at the end of the aisle n she looked at me but its like she didn't wanna get out of my way so i walked past her and didn't say anything to her so then the next day a mutual friend of ours posted a picture of me on Facebook and she liked the picture so a few days later i messaged her and said "y u like my pic if u don't **** wit me no more smh lol" but she never responded back then her birthday came up and i say happy birthday to her over facebook and this is what i said to her i know we beefin but iam jus returnin the love from my birthday so happy birthday!! and she said thanks then i messaged her and said let me ask you something so she replied back and said what then i didnt say anything so like 7 mins later she said u gonna ask me so i still didnt say any thing so the next day i asked her the question which was is it ever a chance me and u could still talk or not? and she said oh i highly doubt it i dont think we could talk again and i asked her why and she said because once she stop talking to somebody she dont do the back and forth thing and i said me and you already did it like 3 times so wats the real reason and she said yea well im done and i said alright i understand you dont want to talk to me ever again but wat the real reason because me n you know it just anit that. so then she deactivated her facebook. so ladies help me out because iam confused man i still want her idk i think she was made for me or something so help me please!!!

[Horseyguy]

Translation anyone?

[MaidenMinx]

Yeah, I got less than a full sentence in and gave up.

[MaidenMinx]

Actually I read a bit further, and man! the American education system has a lot to answer for (and just to be pre-emptive, I'm not insulting teachers because teachers are awesome, it's the system that's flawed.)

[MerryH]

Since you're asking people to help you, how about you try to make it easy for people to read. Spell words correctly and use paragraphs.

Or just repost this on a teen forum.

[MerryH]

Actually I read a bit further, and man! the American education system has a lot to answer for

Hey now, some of us know how to write, missy.

[MaidenMinx]

Hey now, some of us know how to write, missy.

Oh don't get me wrong, I accidentally left out the word modern and no offence was intended to those that have minds and use them.

America has slipped to number 25 out of the 30 ... industrial/established (I don't recall which word was used) Nations is the world when it comes to education. Considering how much influence America has on the rest of the world I find this scary.

When I see people write as the OP has done I have freaky thoughts that the novel 1984 was more of a prediction than ever thought. As soon as they put cameras in TVs (for the use of skype etc) I'll be moving into a cave I think with as many books as I can gather. :p

[MerryH]

When I see people write as the OP has done I have freaky thoughts that the novel 1984 was more of a prediction than ever thought.

I'm pretty sure writing that way is just a thing that teenagers do because they think it's...cool? Funny? I don't know, I don't understand youths. But I tell myself that they actually do know how to write, they just won't. Makes me feel better.

[MaidenMinx]

I'm pretty sure writing that way is just a thing that teenagers do because they think it's...cool? Funny? I don't know, I don't understand youths. But I tell myself that they actually do know how to write, they just won't. Makes me feel better.

Merry, I love your optimism.