do what you can to take your mind off of her. read a book, go out, work, work out, solve a puzzle, play video games, find a hobby etc. better yet do something that you never have done before. i think it's best to at least try to cut contact with her for now. i know it's hard, and the whole NC rule didn't work that well for me, but eventually it'll fade. for me, i'm hurting much less with my situation and feeling better about things. just do what you can to take it out of your mind,, good luck
[SIGPIC][/SIGPIC]so you lost a limb but hell, you will heal in time.