I am just sick and tired of being put on the back burner. I am really trying to be positive here. I am trying very hard not to let things bother me.
For instance, people comparing me to my brother, who has had it a lot easier than me in so many ways that I can not begin to keep count.
I am also sick and tired of being rejected like I have done all I can do. As of late I have tried to get to know this one person, I know enough
that she is a very good person (christian), modest, loves kids and extremely beautiful. I have been praying hard like day and night like crazy.
Maybe its meant to be for me to be alone. All I know is I have tried many things to improve myself like getting involved with school stuff, being more
social and being more outgoing. I am just sick and tired of hurting. Is this one of those things that requires patience or something else.