I use to turn to this special friend for comfort laugh security hope and warmth. Since a few days ago, things changed. I finally saw the big picture. He made me realize once again that all people are cynical and I can only lean and trust him so much. At the end of the day, It was always best to let our friendship go.
I've been content and accepting of it. But since the last few days i've been feeling a bit sad and empty. Wanting to venture out to the world and find my place... Theres nothing in MN for me anymore, worth staying or looking forward to.... Random feelings I've been feeling every morning for the past days. Venting....
Ill finish this forum after work. Xoxo