ok so me and my ex gf broke up nearly 2 months ago now. we were together for 2 years and a cuple of months and she was my first proper gf and the first girl ive loved.
we split because i never put enough effort into the relationship, although i drove down hers every weekend and was never ever nasty or cheated on her or anything. i never showed i cared enough, never was effectionate, never got her suprise gifts etc and i really should have done.
the thing is i had thoughts during the relationship, such as wanting to split up sometimes and maybe wanting someone else although there wasnt anyone else. some weekends i found myself counting down the hours so i could go back home to play my xbox or whatever which is a really bad sign i know.
but i loved and cared about her, she was really good to me and i ****ed it up. she has moved on now and is getting on with things but i just cant seem to get on with my life at the moment. its just so weird how the relationship eneded suddenly.
i have been told it is because iwas in a set routine. all i did was hang about my house during the week and go down hers of a weekend, i never saw any friends or anything.
sorry if this is abit long and confusing i just wanna hear some peoples views on the whole situation