I was engaged for 4 months until last week. I've been eating nothing but junk food.
My fiance's female cousin showed him her diary and an old recorder I had no idea she had, of us calling her a loser, whore and a bunch of other things in HS (we did other stuff too). Though there was no footage, my voice was heard the most. I was the main ringleader back then.
Prior to that, I knew who she was when my fiance mentioned that she was going to stop by for a couple weeks. She doesn't have fb. I really thought I could just start all over with her so I pretended not to remember her (even invited her to a girl's hang out with my friends but she declined it). She wouldn't let it go and kept mentioning a couple times about if I remembered her when we were alone in private or sarcastically saying at the dining table in front of everyone ''It's so interesting that we never met before''.
I admitted that I lost my cool after too much of that and in private when she tried again to make a sarcastic comment, I said ''Leave me the alone already. Go away. What proof you got anyways Dorka''. I reverted back to calling her by her old nickname Dorka since her name is Dorothy. I was pissed off at that moment.
I wanted to take it all back but it was too late. She showed it the following day. My fiance says he needs time to think about all this.
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I would like to add:
I'm right now seeing a message from her on my fb (apparently she just created a fb act) that she just wants to talk and if I can meet her. I set it up for Saturday. Not sure if there is any point at this moment. Help.
Any suggestions would be helpful.