Help Me Please, Im Gonna Go Crazy

[x-circa]

Ok, so here's the story. Me and my gf were playing this game together where you can chat and whatnot, and she wanted me to come be with her and then she started ignoring me cause she was with her friends, and her friends started pissing me off that i came all the way there to be with her and she doesnt even act proud of me or anything for being her bf and rather be with her friends after she asked me to come down to see her. So i started freaking out and cussing and yelling at her friends and she went on their side and started talking me down doing stuff to me and hurting me, so i did a little back, and she started leaving places with her friends and blocking me. So i was all crazy that night and like i kept follwing her for like 3 hours before i went to bed and she signed off. Then i called her phone like 3235235 times and she wouldnt answer. So then the next morning i felt the worst feeling i ever had in my life, my baby was gone.. I'm like oh no what the hell did i do, what happened so i tried calling and she wouldnt answer or respond to my txts/messages i left. So then when i got through to her on the phone she had this really serious and hurtfull voice on, i tried to tell her how much i love her and that it was a mistake and im sorry and i was being crazy and how it wasnt me, but the whole time shes like yeah w/e stfu and not even paying attention almost.. So then shes like we are over. I dont wanna talk to you you are annoying and immature and a jerk. I'm like wtf?!?!??! NOnononono please stop no. And she just is like w/e john stfu and hangs up. Then she doesnt answer over and over again i call. She finally answers again and is like yelling at me STOP ****ING CALLING ME all this and all i wanted to do is talk. So i waited till the night, and she was like yeah i'm busy and she is with this other guy, she says hes just a friend cause he has a gf.. Then i go on the next day and she is with this one guy that she met and shes been with him all day everywhere. Now shes like yeah ive been talking to them on the phone w/e john bye everytime i try to talk to her. She tells me i'm a piece of shit and all this and im not worth her time and go away. I've just been trying to get through to her so i even gave it 2 days, then i logged on myspace and i caught her on after a couple days of not speaking to her at all and my heart sank, i'm like shes not in my life what the hell do i do whats going on what happened, this shouldnt be like this.. it hurts so bad.. So i call her then, and shes like I GOT TO GO BYE and she hangs up but she is still on the line... with this other guy david... I just wanted to talk and everything i told her how much i miss her and everything and she just says " i dont care" leave me alone and what not. I'm totally freaking out because we have been so close and everything for at least 5 months... She tells me she wants kids with me she loves me soo much and everything... Every minute of everyday i have been thinking about her and we have been together.. I gave up so many things to be with her, i love her so much.. I can't explain how i feel for her... I have loved no one or anything as much as i love her, i charish her. But i was too jealous and always freaking out over the guys shes talking to and ignoring me with and just everyone. And she just called me and said that i had made it so easy, she hates me, i am nothing but annoying and a jerk to her and all her friends. She says she had lost all attraction for me just over that one night and that i should just move on and stop wasting my time, because i'm never gonna talk to her again and never gonna be with her again. Even when she calls me like just now to tell me, she was like I GTG I DONT WANNA WASTE MY MINS BYE and shes just always like i gotta go bye. I just really really love her and think about her 24/7 shes my everything, shes perfect for me shes everything i could ask for and now she wants nothing but to hurt me and not care about me. I like have given up all hope on love again and i'm so sad all the time, everytime i even come close to thinking about her i start crying and lose my stomach and just think to myself why?

[Glyph]

The only thing I can truly make out is that you called someone's phone a million times.

Never do that. Never, ever do that.

DO use the enter key when you make a post. One huge paragraph is nearly impossible to read.

[x-circa]

sorry i was trippin.

[Gigabitch]

I don't know what to tell you. You're both acting like assholes.

[vashti]

You sound really young, and lots of us behave this way with our first 'love". It doesn't look like you are gonna be able to salvage this, so the best you can do is to learn what you can from this experience and move forward with it. Don't call her and beg, because when you come to your senses you will regret not preserving your dignity. Sorry, my friend. It will be rough for a while, but you will be okay.

[Ath]

Ok, so here's the story. Me and my gf were playing this game together where you can chat and whatnot, and she wanted me to come be with her.

Then she started ignoring me because she was with her friends. Her friends started pissing me off because I went all the way there to be with her and she doesnt even act proud of me or anything for being her bf. She would rather be with her friends after she asked me to come down to see her.

So I started freaking out, cussing, and yelling at her friends. She took their side and started talking me down, doing stuff to me, and hurting me.

So I did a little back, and she started leaving places with her friends and blocking me. So I was all crazy that night and kept follwing her for 3 hours before I went to bed and she signed off. Then I called her phone like 3235235 times but she wouldn't answer. Then, the next morning I felt the worst feeling I ever had in my life, my baby was gone... I'm like "Oh no, what the hell did I do," so I tried calling but she wouldn't answer or respond to my txts/messages.

So then when I got through to her on the phone she had this really serious and hurtfull voice on. I tried to tell her how much I love her and that it was a mistake and I'm sorry and I was being crazy and how it wasn't me, but the whole time she's like yeah w/e stfu and doesn't even pay attention... Then she's like "We are over." I don't want to talk to you. You are an annoying and immature jerk. I'm like wtf?!?!??! NOnononono please stop no. And she just is like w/e John stfu and hangs up.

She doesn't after I call over and over. She finally answers again and is yelling at me "STOP ****ING CALLING ME!" and all I wanted to do was talk. So I waited until nightfall, and she said yeah I'm busy and she is with this other guy; She says he's just a friend because he has a gf. I go on the next day and she is with this guy that she met and she's been with him all day everywhere. Now she's like "Yeah I've been talking to them on the phone w/e John bye" everytime I try to talk to her. She tells me I'm a piece of shit and and I'm not worth her time and to go away.

I've just been trying to get through to her so I gave it 2 days, then I logged on myspace and I caught her on after a couple days of not speaking to her at all and my heart sank. I'm like "She's not in my life, what the hell do I do?" This shouldn't be like this... it hurts so bad... So I call her then, and she's like "I GOT TO GO BYE," and hangs up. But she is still on the line... with this other guy David... I just wanted to talk. I told her how much I miss her and everything and she just says "I dont care, leave me alone."

I'm totally freaking out because we have been so close and everything for at least 5 months... She tells me she wants kids with me and she loves me so much... Every minute of everyday I have been thinking about her and how much we have been together... I gave up so many things to be with her; I love her so much.. I can't explain how I feel for her... I have loved no one or anything as much as I love her, I charish her. But I was too jealous and always freaking out over the guys she's talking to and ignoring me. And she just called me and said that I had made it so easy, she hates me, I am nothing but annoying and a jerk to her and all her friends. She says she had lost all attraction for me just over that one night and that I should just move on and stop wasting my time, because she's never gonna talk to me again and never going to be with me again. Even when she calls me, just now to tell me she doesn't want to waste her minutes, and she's always like "I have to go, bye."

I just really really love her and think about her 24/7. She's my everything, she's perfect for me, she's everything I could ask for and now she wants nothing but to hurt me and not care about me. I have given up all hope on love again. I'm so sad all the time. Everytime I even come close to thinking about her, I start crying and lose my stomach and just think to myself why?

Sorry, fixed your post, and some of your grammar. Hope this helps. -Ath

[Gribble]

Giga, Vash, you two have such vast patience. How do you bring yourselves to read these massive posts?

[Only-virgins]

Giga, Vash, you two have such vast patience. How do you bring yourselves to read these massive posts?

I was wondering the same thing, I quit half way through and said...I am gonna go watch a movie. lol

[Gigabitch]

Ath deserves an award for that one.

[vashti]

Giga, Vash, you two have such vast patience. How do you bring yourselves to read these massive posts?

The thing is, I really don't. It just seemed like this is a kid, and so I feel compelled to answer. I like kids.

[Harmony]

man... i know really how it feels!
and wanna tell u something, this girl doesn't deserve you.. just look now for urself and try to move on............
give urself value... you are a valueable guy...and stop being like, she's perfect, she's my everything...
she doesn't deserve those words.....
after a while.. she will know wat she missed