Angel?

I can count angels flying on by
I see your face in clouds in the sky
You turned my world up on its end
I don’t want this to happen again
It’s tearing me apart, limb-to-limb

Disappointing thoughts, what could have been?
What am I doing, my thoughts run thin
I want to change a mind, yours or mine
Changing yours will never work for me
My mind is changing for the better

This all happened incredible fast
I wish I could go a few months back
Taken the time when I had the chance
Kicking my self in the ass for weeks
Hasn’t helped at all I am confused

My friends tell me to never give up
I would not want to do that to you
It makes me sad to think of this
One of these days it’s going to end
What am I going to do till then?