Nostalgia

Silence
Sitting alone
Staring into an empty space
You were once here with me
Always holding me
Keeping me safe and warm
In your arms
Memories memorized
Tears forming
In my eyes
My heart pains
Of us seperated
Apart and alone
Impossible to explain
Being away from you
Longing to once again be in your arms
To hold you close
To feel the warmth of your body
To kiss you
To feel the touch of your lips
To say I love you
With anything there is to love you with
Can't stand in isolation
You are my life
Love of my life
without you my life is forever incomplete
Empty


Adulate

Love
A word
You use
No deep meanings,
You use
As a game,
You use
For a reason,
You use
Like you know,
Its meaning,
Its feeling,
Its existence,
Love.
A word.
So deeply wasted.

Euthanasia

Forming, blurring my eyes
Tears over which
Images hover hauntingly.
Harassing, wounding, scarring
Me.
Am I hallucinating?
Your carved figure, my own
Reflection.
I blink.
You're gone, but we're meant
To be, yet you've left
Me. In the dark. Alone.
Razor-sharp, I pick up
Bring it closer,
To my life
Line. In my wrist I cut
Deep, bury it in.
Profound crimson
Oozing, entwining,
Veiling, obscuring
Wrist, hand, this feeling
Conquering me, I indulge.
Paroxysm in this unbalanced,
Light-headed sinking.
Into a world of eclipse.
My black hole.

I've got more Poems.. But I don't have time to put them up now. So I'll do it lat-erzZ.. Hope you guyzZ enjoyed it.

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