Ok Innova you got me going my friend...
Im so thrilled I am not in the days of sad or blue
I have looked back and realized a temporary flu
My life has taken me in a different direction I didnt expect
but keeping true to myself is all I want kept
Ive always maintained a sense of pride
even through the rocky roads I gave my best try
times have been very difficult to me
but God has always made me feel I would always see
even when i was in the darkest days of depth
id find myself spinning and always wept
but after years of seeing how i want to be
theres a true sense those days have been set free
I can look at myself in the mirror today
no longer see the scared woman, shes gone away
My fears, those memories that use to haunt
are no longer an issue and it was alot
from a little girl to whom I am now
i know ive come along way and I am proud
I know how I want my life to be
only i can account for it, its my responsibilty
my expectations only come from within myself
you cant teach it, sell it, or buy it on a shelf
and I know my life is great as it stands
it might just fall, but I know He has my hands
I have the will and strength to be alive
because everyday is a great day that goes by
So tomorrow morning when I look into my mirror
I know and see my life that much clearer
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03-04-04, 12:03 PM #1
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finding myself
everything happens for a reason...beginning to wonder why.
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Awesome poem Squirrley, and I'm glad you found the strength, as well as the lession learned.
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thanks Innova..pulled that one out of my ass tonight...but life is a lesson in itself...
everything happens for a reason...beginning to wonder why.
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Very nice !
I wish I felt like that hehe
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You will my friend...
everything happens for a reason...beginning to wonder why.
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you were right
I am a totally new person today !
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now try and do that EVERYDAY!!!
everything happens for a reason...beginning to wonder why.
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great poem Squirrley!
Life lessons are the hardest to learn... I am finding that out the hard way but .. like my sig says.... " Better to love and lose then never love at all... "
"Remember always, that you not only have the right to be an individual, you have an obligation to be one."
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"...to love and lose, is better than not to love at all..." .... Lord, whats his name....
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07-04-04, 01:55 AM #9
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I would rather have never loved at all
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youre right Jane! I would rather love and lose, than not love at all!!!
everything happens for a reason...beginning to wonder why.
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so you would rather have been hurt than to never been hurt ?
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ya know Billy I cant tell just HOW BAD Ive been hurt, but Im glad it happened. Taught myself a few things...what I want and what I dont want! The pain eventually goes away, and you might not forget, but you move on, and thats the beauty of life...
you keep going...
everything happens for a reason...beginning to wonder why.
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I am not glad I have been hurt...
I did not learn anything from my relationships except for people always change - and you never know how they are going to change
One thing that has not changed is what I am looking for in a woman - Honesty and Loyalty - plain and simple
If I would have never been in love I would still feel the exact same way - just without the pain and bad memories - and yes i do have good memories - but the good memories seem to be hurting me even more than the bad ones because I miss those days... I rather have never lived those days for then I would not hurt because I miss them...
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Billy- I stayed and remain single because of NOT wanting to get burned or deal with the pain. But this last year I had had enough and knew I was ready to go out and start again. You will get there.
everything happens for a reason...beginning to wonder why.
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maybe ... hopefully...
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