Goodbye

[BillyGalbreath]

I sit alone at work again feeling blue
Just sitting here thinking about everything, even you
I cant seem to get you out of my head
I am over you, but I want you next to me in bed
I dont know why I feel this way
God tells me it will all make sence some day
I know that I would never take you back now
You broke my heart, you broke our family, you broke your vow
I remember us talking about getting back together
You said you would remain faithfull and not even look at another
I should have known, you lied about everything, including this
I know that after you said this you started ****ing the ex of Chris
That right there was the deal breaker - your fate has been sealed
You stupid ****, don't you remember what that man has concealed ?
All kinds of STDs, I remember cause chris got them from him
But you probably dont care that now you may also carry them
Hell, you probably have slept with every man in there
You have changed, your lost, dying, without a care
You used to be so beautiful with a good head on your shoulders
I tried to help you but you rather'd be crushed by boulders
You think your doing good still as a ****ing stripper ?
You'd be the only one, I have proof right here on these papers
Our son, now my son, you gave up on him when you decided to flee
Now what I have been saying is completely true, All he knows is me
When I turned 16 I swore I would be a better dad than mine
So far I have been, God has told me by letting me shine
One day you will realize what you had, and you will want it back
I told you what would happen the first time you started to pack
I hate you with all of my heart and just the same I will always love you
I know that is weird, but everything I say is true
All my memories of you are you with huge pupils and bloodshot eyes
I'm leaving now so you can just kiss my ass goodbye

[BillyGalbreath]

God damn - I just now read this again for the first time since I wrote it. Man I was angry. lol ! I still stand by every word I said in it tho. no turning back. ever.