The army kills a lot of relationship potential, not many people can be content with a great distance and long seperation. I guess it's the time to re-evaluate your priorities in life. Is it better to be in the army and develop skills that you need to develop or quit and concentrate on things in life you deem more important? There is always a choice.
Don't cry, don't regret and don't blame
Weak find the whip, willing find freedom
Towards the sun, carry your name
In warm hands you are given
Ask the wind for the way
Uncertainty's gone, your path will unravel
Accept all as it is and do not blame
God or the Devil
~Born to Live - Mavrik~