well now that i know its over i have to try to move on which isnt easy
yeah i know there was a time of that. just sucks alot is all.. she changed comepletly i was talking to her in a text after she told me all of this and man she was just a mean cold hearted person to me.. i really did nothing wrong. she said leave me alone leave my family alone, were done get over it and to stop everything.. wow just wow.. she was never like that before
John I'm sorry to hear how this all worked out, if only she could grasp how much you care.
try now to do what is best for you. good luck
first i wanted to say thank you for the ones who actually had patience with me. i know i didnt listen very well and was worried alot but i had my reasons. i kinda had a feeling things wouldnt work out and that was eating me alive. she meant alot to me and to loose her and now the child well it destroyed me. but than she acted very mean to me which makes me hurt me. i know its prob to push me away and make me stop talking to her so she can try to heal as well but still the heart cant forget good times and the one you loved. so i will do what i can to try to move on. i wanted to say thank you to everyone who posted with advice even if they said ffs relax lol i know i was a stubborn person. but i loved her. so thanks to you all.
You're welcome John. Stick around and help some other posters if it helps. Or just vent. Shit happens, but life does go on.
Second thoughts can generally be amended with judicious action; injudicious actions can seldom be recovered with second thoughts.
--Cyteen by C.J.Cherryh