Okay.
My first love is this girl called Adelle.
I've known her a year and a bit and we've been out together twice both times wasn't fun but when we haven't been going out we've been a perfect couple and since i've known her we've always been close in bf/gf way. Since out last break in February we started to get back together again things started to drag and the flair wasn't alight anymore. I still love her dearly, and as she is the only girl I really flirt and see, I haven't moved on.
She has fallen in love with a guy from the internet via Msn. He is plannin to come down and spend the week around hers when she has a free house and it's killin me to see her move on. We're like best friends but I have feelings for her in that special way. I can't get around the fact she is givin up on me and ignorin everythin we've had. I always thought we had somethin special. I thought wrong.
Just thought I share that