I love him..

**xLoveBitesx** · 07-02-10, 05:46 AM

I dunno whats with me at the moment, but i thought id post here for advice as i dont know what to do.

I have been with my current boyfriend for 3 weeks today. Yesterday my ex, ex boyfriend picked me up from college as he wanted to show me his new car, so i agreed as we ended on okay terms so we still talk and stuff. So, we went for a drive and he has a girlfriend now, we went out last year for nearly 3 months and he was so open to getting back together with me, but i refused it stupidly enough, and in the months after he told me he loved me and then told me to forget he said it, and then around January time he told me he loved me again and then this time he didn't say forget it.

Anyway back to the story, we ended up in each others arms kissing. I really do think theres still something in there unless he was just using me. He said i was cute still. I haven't a clue, i just cant stop thinking about him since yesterday..We hugged and play fought like the old times and it was great, usually it makes me think if only i could of seen past that rough patch we could of been okay still. I get so angry with myself just thinking about that.

And the truth is i love him back too and ive loved him since i first met him, but i was too afraid to tell him that when we got together and now here i am down the line, with a boyfriend who hardly sees me much and an ex, ex boyfriend who has revealed he loves me and he has a girlfriend.

What in gods name should i do?..Dump my boyfriend and give myself a break or dump my boyfriend and just hope to god him and his girlfriend don't work out?..I really am clueless.

**littleshadow** · 07-02-10, 07:14 AM

I wouldn't pursue the ex. I tried that once and it didn't go well. He was fun too, but in the end just didn't want to commit to me. I wonder if you'll have the same trouble because if he's the commitment type then why is he seeing someone else and then calling you?