I have fallen in love with my freind that i have known since childhood, 5 years ago i realised how much i loved her and i still do now more then anything. she tells me everything about her even the most secretive things that she wouldnt tell anyone else, in the past couple of years she had 5 boy friends, none of them actually loved her, iv seen her go through so much pain and have always been there for her, recently she had some problems, a stalker. She was getting followed home from uni, almost every day, she got sent dirty text messges and phone calls, people been talking roumours and now she thinks its her fault, she was in a state. since she has recoverd becouse we got through it together.this got us so close and now I think about her every day, i cant stop thinking about her, this is the first time i loved someone this much . about a year ago i asked her out, she told me she didnt think the same way, it really broke my heart. other friends told me to stay away from her this way i will get over her easier. When i asked her out, her response was very open, she said she didnt feel the same way and one day i will find the girl of my dreams then she told me, she wasnt worth it i deserve better. At that point there wasnt anything i could say. Next day i told her , if she could give me some space for a while, she didnt take it well, she was saying how could i break our frendship, she was upset, after that i really couldnt do or say anything she said this was the first time i hurt her, she wouldnt leave me alone this ment its going to be even harder to get over her as she is always in front of me, i havnt got over her another year past. few months ago i told her how much i loved her and how much she makes my life worthwile, the only reply i got was "awwwww how sweet" she was laughting at me then she changed the subject, since i have told her meny times its always the same reply i dont want to get her upset. she knows no one will ever love her like i do. There are meny occasions when i try to be with her as less this helps me to get over her, she texts me every day every couple of hours 40 txts a day, its like life stream, she tells me what she is doing, i know its wierd, and when i chat to her before she left she would say dont forget to dream about me tonight or i hope iam in your dreams, she teases me before she never used to say this type of thing. i am so in love with her and i want to spend every moment with her. we are not getting anywere, she aint letting me move on, i could just push her away becouse i dont have the heart to push her away and lose so many years of friendship, i love her like mad, everything i do or see reminds me of her, other girls to me are like the same becouse iam stuck in her world. any advice will help