insomnia rant

[nowomannocry]

kinda ****ed up in my head right now about making my involuntary erection go away

i'm sick of life in all senses of the word

beauty is locked in a cage and beaten by ugliness everywhere, anywhere it can happen my purpose is a joke, i don't want to find these strange women that just want to hurt me and destroy me

I saw this thing today talking about
"Prostitution makes boys think of girls as flesh"

And I just told that stupid bitch, I'm the one who gets treated like flesh, a dead rotten pile of it as a matter of fact by everyone I know or don't

Women can show me so much about life when they want to, but when they're gone. I lose it all. I replace it with my ego.

I'm beaten. I don't know what to do anymore.

[nowomannocry]

bump because this thread is horrible

[Gigabitch]

Oh, for God's sake.

Dude, you don't take care of yourself AT ALL. It shows. It's so frustrating.

I just know that if you got out more, got into the sunshine, started eating better food, got a decent job and removed yourself from whatever toxic social circumstances you keep finding yourself in, life would start to look a whole lot better.

You're in a rut. Nobody else is going to help you, obviously, or they already would have.

[Mish]

my purpose is a joke, i don't want to find these strange women that just want to hurt me and destroy me

Yeh, there's plenty of them out there. But so what? Is that really a reason to feel bad? Just avoid them. Look for the ones who won't hurt you. There's plenty of them as well. Don't let your bias cloud your perception.