Am I guilty?

[smileyface]

I'm deformed... can't really go anywhere because of the constant gawking and staring. I feel like because of our image obsessed society, anybody in this world who's not normal looking is guilty for why people are not happy. I feel like people are upset and disgusted by my deformed face.

Even I feel like God is against me or is disgusted. I seriously feel responsible for why people aren't smiling and laughing. I feel and think that everyone past and present know who I am. I feel this way 24/7 and I always smile and am happy, I feel guilty.

I'm embarrassed because I'm never sad and many people are. I can't bear the thought of people hating and beig discusted with me. Am I guilty and if not, how do I once and for all let this guilty feeling go?

[qwertz]

Oh seriously, get a grip. People are done with massaging your ego.

[sweetkissesforu]

Grow up not all people are going to except you do something about your selfesteem stop posting same thread

[Lovable]

Smileyface, read this very closely!!

GET OFF THE COMPUTER & GO SEE A PROFESSIONAL!! Only a medical professional can help you & your so called deformity among your TONS of other issues. Remember you posted your picture & many of the members said you DO NOT have a deformity. Only YOU see this supposed deformity!!

Why do you come back here to post, post, re-post & repost the same shit?? It's because you LIVE on the internet & want people to "coddle" you. Well get off the damn computer go out & enjoy life, find people in REAL LIFE that will "coddle" you. Why do you honestly want a bunch of faceless strangers that are tired of your double, triple posts to "coddle" you??