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[alwaysbethere]

how many times must I cry and scream
before you'll be here
lost words and my broken heart are too torn up to care
if you ever come back I can't forgive you now
you lost your chance, you ruined my life
I'm trying to move on somehow
so much hate and so much pride
my eyes shut and try to withhold
the fact that I have lost my soul
My will to live has gone how can it be worse
I'm confused, can't smile, just want to sleep
I've lost the biggest part of me
I don't know who I am or what ever was or what I had before
the tears are still flowing down my blush colored cheeks
and the blackness form my eyes cannot cover up
the white, lifeless person, empty soul
there's nothing I can control
not me, not you, or anything I want to
I can't believe you used me
and the games you always played
now do you feel better?
because I don't feel the same
all I need was for you to love me baby
things could have been perfect
I guess you didn't see that or I wouldn't have been deserted
My life is worthless there's no point
I don't have feelings anymore to love someone
You took it away
I need you damn it and I hate it
go head, shut me in the back of your mind
act like I never was
you prolly didn't ever care anyhow
guess I'll never say goodbye
cuz it's a unanswered phoneline
I miss you
I can't say much more
This didn't help, I'm at the same place as before

[gaoqing000]

how miserable the poem is !

[alwaysbethere]

Hey, noone ever said a love poem had to be happy. Poems are a good way to vent my feelings and it is exagerated.

[Innova]

well said

[moeburn]

damn, i am just feeling more and more guilty as every minute passes this day, and your poem influences that.

[alwaysbethere]

next time I post a poem it'll be an upbeat one just for you moeburn