so Ive been dating this girl now for about 6 months and all is good, we cant keep our hands off each other and really adore each other. She is a sweetheart, would give me the world if she could, all her friends tell me she is absolutely crazy about me, and generally it has been a really good and healthy relationship for us both. The problem lies in things that I know about her past that for some reason just get my mind racing and having me think that she isnt really the person Im dating.
She got out of a serious long term relationship about 1.5 years ago and I am the first guy she has dated seriosuly since then. We are both 22 so were are relatively young. In between me and her ex she told me she has only been with 2 guys which for me seems like she is lying. There are a few reasons why I think she is lyin, for one she put out the first night i was with her, 2nd she used to carry lube around in her purse, 3rd she is the type of girl who makes out with her best friend(regularly) and was even willing to part take in a threesome with her and her bf, she told me she had a couple one night stands(one being in the back seat of a car), and just today she told me she had lost her virginity at the age of 14. I dunno about you guys, but to me those are all signs of a slutty girl and for me its not really the type of person I want to move forward with regardless if its in the past or not.
I know its not my right to judge her on her past and one not, but my problem lies in the fact that she tries to play the good girl card for me in an attempt to appease me rather than being honest. I dont want to break up with her, but these thought weigh heavy on my mind and at times it makes me have doubts about us. What are your thoughts on the whole thing? Im feeling like I should forget all that and enjoy what we have, but if its bothering me so much then there is a reason for it and I think that reason might be that I shouldnt be with a girl like that.