Okay...A few months ago I posted a thread here about me trying to decide whether I should go out with a guy I liked or stay with the person I was with. Well, I did the second part and I don't regret a thing. It's been five months since I am with him and everything is going amazing.
However, I have a big problem with myself. Long time ago, almost a year, I had a huge crush on a guy named Simon. At first I thought he was just a cocky prick that goes for anything in skirt (yeah, I know it sounds bad lol). But as the time was passing by, I understood that he's not like that at all. I felt some kind of attraction between us but I was never sure that he liked me. On the other hand, he seemed like the ultimate bad boy and I tend to be a good girl so I thought we would have a lot of differences between us. That didn't stop me from asking him out one day though...I knew he had a fiance but I thought that they weren't together because he caught her cheating on him twice!!! But after almost a year that we've been friends, I just wanted to know if something will happen or not. So nothing happened, he told me he has a fiance and that he was thinking about asking me out several times but he's just not that type of guy. Anyways, we continued going out in the same company and nothing changed...It actually became more intense now that we knew we liked each other, we found that we have a lot in common. I thought that he would see that his girl was no good for him, so I didn't stop hoping. And that happened!! A month ago...I was already in a relationship and things were getting pretty serious and they still are. I'm in love with my boyfriend. Being with him gives me the best feeling ever. And I have never felt more secure, more loved and more appreciated by anyone else.
So here's the problem...I love my boyfriend but I still have this huge crush for Simon. And he said to me that he has a crush on me too and I just want to go out with him. I want to see what it would be like to spend some time alone and talk about anything. Because we always have something to talk about and it's always funny and amusing when he's around me But I am also scared that I might like Simon a lot.
I would really appreciate other opinions on the situation because I feel confused..A lot!