I am not sure if anyone has been in a relationship like this before, but I would love some help or direction. I have been with my partner nearly 4 years. He has a lovely 4 bed detached house, with the ex, that he tried to buy her out but couldnt afford to, so ended up keeping the house in the end, and she told him she wanted out of the mortgage completely which was a blessing. He still owed her £12k for a holiday, had 6 credit cards, another mortgage loan from a past house and a remortgage and mortgage on this 4 bed house. I didnt know all this until I started to see letters, phone calls and worries around the 2nd year in particular when I was living with him. Since she left 4 years ago, he hasnt been able to pay his bills, the mortgage went in arrears and he has 2 county court actions against him for of all.
He gets paid a good wage, we live together in his house and I pay him the utility bills amount as that what he told me they were, and he still pays his mortgage and his remortgage. When he gets bonuses every year, since we met in 2007 he was paying off his debts from the past. The house still cant be in his name because of arrears, I asked him to consolidate his payments but he hasnt and he borrowed £10k from his dad 2 years ago which I thought should have helped.
Now nearly 4 years on, I am fine, have my own place, which is rented out and debt free, but what I am still noticing is we cant go out for unless he has just been paid, because he cant afford it, but he likes going on holiday, and we have been so far twice this year, so we go skiing, then realise halfway through the holiday he has no money left, so misses a day skiing and I end up paying separately for mine and waste money. He didnt tell me he couldnt afford to go. I pay for the food in the house and decorating and anything that needs doing in the house as well. We both work full time too.
So then he has a trip to Hong Kong this week with work, hasnt paid the hotel bill but sells his iphone instead to pay for his hotel literally the night before, through my paypal, and ebay so that I can give him that cash for his holiday and then the phone money cleared while he was away. I cant believe this. He paid for that phone last year from his bonus £600.00 again something he couldnt afford but bought it anyway because he wanted it.
Sorry to go on, then while he is away, I notice he now has to pay council tax from his salary because of missed payments, he must have contacted the council tax to confirm this with his current employment company. the gas and electricity havent been paid for 3 months, same for the phone and his 3rd mortgage so I think, where is this money going??
He gambled once online, 2 years ago and made £2700 again nowhere to be seen....but not sure if he has since.
When confronting him with this, he said either leave me, or I sell my house, and tells me that he is trying to put things right, and trying to get things sorted, but i dont understand, I feel I dont know what is being paid. It worries me as we are considering children, and I have just found I am pregnant also. If he sells his house, that means I buy in my name, take over his finances, but feel I cant do this, and who is to say he wont be able tol pay me monthly for the bills unless we arrange a direct debit which he has with all his other bills but they always bounce!
4 years on with bonuses and we are still the same....
By the way these bonuses are a good chunk of money!!
I have spoken to my parents about this and it concerns them, more so my mum because I am pregant and doesnt want to be a single mum, or with my partner always stressed worried will he pay the bills, look after me. I feel I cant control him its more about understanding why he doesnt tell me he is still in trouble or talk about any problems, nothing at all!
thanks for reading