Letter To My Ex

[Laguna]

For all of you who know my background information ([URL=http://www.loveforum.net/t5472-love-help.html]http://www.loveforum.net/t5472-love-help.html [/URL]) - here is the note I gave to my ex on Friday. It was very hard for me to do, but it had to be done in order for me to move on with a happy new life.

If you want to see the note, click the image to read it.

[URL=http://img103.exs.cx/my.php?loc=img103&image=lettertojerica5gy.jpg][/URL]

Since I write bad, I will just type what it says:

Hey,

listen - this was the hardest choice i've ever made. I still love you and probably always will. I want a good friendship, but you barely want anything to do with me. I want you in my life more than ever, but you don't want to be. I came to the conclusion that I don't want you to talk to me anymore, not even come around me. You make me so happy when we talk and even that little effore of you coming over to my house last week, made me feel a little happy. But that is where I am weak. And that little happiness makes me think of you when I have free time or my mind starts to wander and I miss all the fun we had and it just makes me so depressed knowing that the girl I first loved and had so much fun wants nothing to do with me. Your just so cute & sweet and din't really deserve anything I ddi to you. You have no idea how many times i've wanted to call you, but couldn't, because I know I would just annoy you or make things worse. I'm sorry and I will always have feelings for you. I believe this is one of few notes filled with my emotions and no jokes.

Your ever-lasting friend,
Frank

P.S.: If you want to talk you can come over today before I go to work.

Also - can you please give this note back to me, I just want to keep it. Thanks.

She gave the note back to me and it read (at the top):

I'm sorry 2

(heart) Love always, Jerica (heart)

One thing before any of you reply to this:



BE NICE please.


I'm still very emotionally weak over this whole situation. I still have deep feelings for this girl and I love her so much still. She will be my first love and my first sexual partner ever and for those both I will never forget her and will always think of the times we had. Please be nice, if your not going to be, at least make the post humourous, I can take cruel jokes, not cruelity in general. Thanks.

-Laguna
(Frank)

[BlackRose]

Since I already posted on the other one, I'll just quote. *huggles Laguna* My poor baby.

Awww baby. I'm so sorry. I know it's been hard for you these past couple of days and giving her that note was probably tough, but you did the right thing. You need to be done with her. She has been hurting you since the break up and you need to move on. You will find some great girl that will blow you away. You are an awesomely sexy guy and any girl who gets you is one lucky female. You just give things time and try to remember what life is all about. It's about learning from past experiences. We go through many relationships before we find that one person that is worth all our time. As we go through relationships, we take a little piece from each one and we use that to put our best foot foreword and try again. Seriously though, you will be fine. You know I am here for you if you need to talk. You can always count on that. Luv ya babe. *huggles you*

[Innova]

Its hard, but your making and effort where most people would fail.

That was a well written letter!

[Cybog]

Why did you tell her that you didnt want to talk to her any more, and then at the end invite her to come over.....?

[Innova]

Accually thats a great point, good eye...I didn't notice that.

[Laguna]

Just incase she wanted to discuss some things. My idea is actually we can either be friends that hang out after school or we are nothing at all. I would of let her over incase she wanted to have one last say, etc.

[Junket]

You have kinda sloppy hand writing...are you left handed?

[Laguna]

right-handed. I think it's because i've been on computers so long. Cause I can type fast as hell without errors. Besides, most guys I know have bad hand-writing, it's the girls that write nice.

[Innova]

This is true, haha :p

[Junket]

I'm left handed, and my hand writing ain't all that bad, though it depends on what I'm writing with, (pen or pencil) and how quickly I'm writin'.

I'm tempted to post a picture of my hand writing now...

EDIT: How do you post a thumbnail like Laguna did?
[URL=http://img212.exs.cx/my.php?loc=img212&image=poemscan5zh.jpg][/URL]

Beautiful.

[Laguna]

I just used [url]http://www.imageshack.us[/url] to host the pic, then you just copy and paste the link it gives you for 'Forums'. That way, it will show up small, but if you click on it, it will enlarge it.

[Cybog]

So, did she come over or what?

[Steve2004]

i dont think letting her come over is a good idea...but if she did come over and it went well then good for you.

[blackiesharley]

right-handed. I think it's because i've been on computers so long. Cause I can type fast as hell without errors. Besides, most guys I know have bad hand-writing, it's the girls that write nice.

True - I hand-write like a two-year old but can type like a mad man.

[BlackRose]

My handwriting and typing are both decent.