Don't want to cheat but.......

[indie68]

JimmyHat, you're a dick. Large difference bw you and the guy with the problem. Call me crazy, but I'm guessing you don't have successful relationships.

[freedom-free]

cheating with heart is worst then cheating for real.


before i met my partner I liked someone else but never had the chance to say my feelings. that went on for 4 years, meanwhile me and my partner were on and off until we found out we were expecting a baby, and did the right thing by getting married.

I felt trapped, angry and i hated myself for not saying what i always wanted. But I knew that once I told the truth to "the other person", the line might be crossed and I would never forgive myself if i cheated.

So "the other person" doesn't know how I feel about us, even though told me is in love with me, and dreamed we had the baby together. I brushed it off as a silly thought.

I find myself fantazising how things would have been between us, and I find myself wanting "the other person" and rejecting my partner.

We see each other everyday, and that is what makes it harder. I cheat with my heart and I suffer.