Sounds like you are suffering from "White Knight Syndrome" Here is a test you can take tests.matchdoctor.com/testsTake.aspx?quizID=1086&page=1
And here is a good article that explains it. psychologytoday.com/blog/the-white-knight-syndrome
First of all, make sure it is something you truly want. You can come to visit canada for up to 6 months at a time, as long as you provide proof (job, mortgage/rent, job, etc) that you plan to return when that time is up. But keep proof that you did visit and, if you think its actually real, make sure you take pictures and document everything because whoever said above that you can get married and come to canada is COMPLETELY wrong. When it comes to immigration, Marriage means absolutely nothing unless it is backed up with a significant amount of proof that it is real.