Hi everybody!
My name is Sam, I am 21 years old. I have been with my boyfriend for almost 5 years.
Things started out amazingly, puppy love and staying up all night talking and planning a future, typical teenage romance. As time passed we grew into a deeper kind of love, totally in sync with each other and I couldn't picture my life without him. However I feel like lately he brings out the worst in me. Over the past year our arguments have been getting more and more cruel, both of us say things we don't mean and end up apologizing, but nothing changes. He has broken up with me 3 times in the past year, every time to come back and apologize. He is very stubborn (like most guys) and I can be too. I feel so deeply for him, but sometimes when we kiss the spark isn't there anymore, and sometimes is it. I am so confused on what to do, I do not have much experience with other guys, we have been together since I was 16. How do you know when, or if, it is time to move on? Things have just been getting so vicious lately, I can't see myself living this way my whole life. Any ideas on how to fix this? I just want the man I fell in love with back. I do love him, but is love always enough?
Any responses will be greatly appreciated!
Sam