Hi everyone
As I couldn't introduce myself yet, I'll try to do it in a nutshell now:
I am Chris, 20, actually I'm working in local Inland Revenue. I'm not in relationship with anyone; In fact, I thought my mind is so far away from this idea, but last time something has changed. But I'm stuck in a place where I can't get out. The matter looks like this:
In my work (Inland Revenue) I am spending an internship with about 8 girls selected the same as me. All of us are divided into different rooms. On the first week of internship, I was in the same room with two interns, one regular employee (+ 1 another regular employee + 1 apprentice, a few days later) - only females.
The atmosphere at start was quite rigid. Each of us were limiting their speaking - however, over time someone said something about themselves, about their plans for the future and additional learning in part-time school etc... I think, in fact I was the least speaking in this group (so I am, unfortunately).
And there was the one girl which paid my attention - she's two years older than me. I think she has calm and sensitive character (Something that many people can find in me, reportedly). But of course, she is able to accurately express herself in the right situation. I always was looking for someone like she, before a long time break when I felt no need to look for anyone.
Unfortunately, I could not do the first step because after one week, our department manager moved me to another room My new fellow-workers are very nice, and funny sometimes, but it's a lack of her, which I feel so much.
The worst thing in this situation is that I can't find a way to contact with her. Look: we are starting working at 7:30 am, I'm at work about 7:15, but she is about 7:36 am. If I had to catch her in the morning, I would be late, as her. After work I can't stop her at all, sometimes she leaves a work first, but sometimes after me, and I can't sync with her. In work, as I said, we are in different rooms, all of use are busy, and it's hard to do anything, knowing that others are watching you.
What can I do with this problem? I always said that "if we sometimes are in hard situation, we have to go for a similarly complicated solutions". But my only idea is write a letter and give it to her through our doorman/receptionist. But I wonder about the meaning of this idea, which may seem comical. Unfortunately I have a feeling that if I do not try something at all, I'll regret it for a long time... very long...
Greetings
Chris