Thank you everyone for your kind words, it really does mean a lot to me, especially when I feel like I've no one to turn to at the minute. I just have such a huge feel of loneliness and rejection and its all here now and I just feel so unhappy. I even put off going up to counters asking for things incase I get rejected... That's how bad it is. I just wish I could feel more confident about myself in all this. Xx