UGH I will try to keep things short but UGH I'm so frustrated right now... And yes, I did read the sticky about how to forget someone and it didn't help, I know all of that already and I think my problem kind of goes beyond that?
So hey, I'm a girl and last year around may when I started university I met a cool guy, friendly, with a good sense of humor, smart, extroverted blah blah, I don't know when it happened but I started to like him. I spent a lot of time by his side because we had classes from 7 am to 4pm all first semester and we waited for next class together, ate together, went home together and stuff, most of the time we were surrounded by friends of course but sometimes we did get some alone time, plus we talked a lot on facebook and. Well yeah I might have been getting mixed signals from him but I don't know, I'm usually very receptive about that but with him I couldn't read his mind at all. Maybe it's because he treats all girls nicely. Ok so I spent a lot of time with him and we were friends but I think he knew all along I liked him and I'm certain he didn't return those feelings because nothing ever happened between us: I asked him out a couple of times as friends and he didn't show up or he just didn't want to go at all in the first place. I liked him, and a lot, it was one sided but I think that I was about to fall in love with him, however I received the signals annnd I decided to let it go you know, not worth my time anymore. By september the second semester started and well, we grew apart because I obviously knew he wasn't into me and I just wanted to get over him. We were still friends though.
So yeah I was just minding my business, I know and I accept that even to this date I still care about him but I tried not to give him much importance because, like I said, I spent a lot of time with him before and I didn't want to be doing all that again, looking at it from this point I might have been /way too much around him, even declining being with my friends just to be around him (never again). Ok yes, I'm now all the time with my friends and I try to ignore him, to not look at him, just minding my business, studying, blah blah, actually I hadn't thought about him at all these last months. Thing is I had a dream this morning of him, just hanging around the university and he was ignoring me and it was obvious. When I woke up I tried to make out something out of it, I mean I thought I was over him but that dream hurt me so much and today, when I went to the university and I saw him, he was, indeed, avoiding me like in my dream. Or maybe I'm paranoid but that's how it seems to me.
So according to this thread on how to forget about someone (sticky on broken hearts forum)
I love myself too much, I know you don't need to be by someone's side to be happy and I've been keeping my mind busy watching series, studying, playing videogames and I thought I was genuinely over him! I was happy with my life, my friends, everything and even though, like I said, I still care about him, I know nothing is ever going to happen between us. I was moving on u.u
So what is going on with me? We weren't even in a relationship for gods sake! And I have to face him like almost all the week! I can't keep going like this, I've had advice from a friend but she's not one to talk because she's in a very similar situation herself. And I don't know, I just don't know anymore I need to get over this but I tried, I sincerely did but it didn't work :C....
Help me?
Edit: I posted this on broken hearts section because I think it's only appropriate, I do have a broken heart sponsored by him, but if I need to change forums please let me know?