it's a long story and took about 3 years ago in time. in short, i got rejected until now (maybe). i really got down and less confidence. until someday, i encouraged myself that if i believe, i'll get it someday and people said if we're dreaming of it, we'll surely get it. and the point is, it's not wrong to love someone who dumped you, right? and even hope for it? if people can get some achievement because they believe and work on it, why not love?