hi , i loved a girl since 7years now,i told her what i felt for her,she's broken after many of her "boyfriends"let her down ,even the last one who was her last chance of believing in love, she said,i was her friend,even if i told i love her, she didn't want to give me an answer,she told me i love u "sometimes" i hate myself sometimes ,but i love her. This year. i met a new girl,she felt in love with me,she's very affective,and makes me feel loved , i don't know what to do,i feel like i've ruined my life waiting for the first one,and still doing it ! I still love the first one but i don't know i'm bad really bad , HELP me please.