Yes, this I understand. Just so you know, my great grandfather died about a week and a half ago. I've had people die in my life too.
I know most people don't understand me about this, but he wasn't a pet to me, he was my friend. It only happened a few days ago, and the last time I saw him was over two weeks ago, so that makes it harder too.
Yes, I'm holding myself up, I've had pleanty of people tell me they are suprised at how well I'm keeping myself together after all the shit I've been through the past few weeks.
So yea, don't think that I don't understand that it's not the end of the world. Life goes on and I must as well. That's all there is to it at this point.
"Life is what you make it, watch your Karma and you will be happy in life. Always trust your heart and let God guide you as he will never lead you astray."