All My Fault

[piano1212]

So I'll try to keep this brief.
A guy liked me last year, and we would hang out in school alot. I actually really liked him, but i was keeping secrets from him and from everyone.
i had depression. i was insecure and just so depressed all the time. i couldnt be myself around him.
it was a horrible year for me.
So drama happened. i was pissed at him. and he confessed. but i rejected him because i was insecure. doesnt make sense to me now...

then...over the summer i started liking him again. i asked him if he still liked me.
he said no.

and i feel like he kinda likes me, because he looks at me sometimes in that way...but i dont think its like before anymore

today i heard some things and i think a girl likes him and has possibly confessed...theres also a good chance that shes attractive and confident and better than me

i really like him. sometimes i even feel as if i love him

i came home and felt so jealous of the girl and him possibly being together.

what do i do.

[Kromat83]

forget him and move on ... you had your chance, and it was your time to try and fix yourself,
so that someone can love you for the person that you are.

There will be other guys out there, these type of feelings come and go, so just get
yourself out there, and you'll see that it really wasn't so bad.

[Brienne]

So I'll try to keep this brief.
A guy liked me last year, and we would hang out in school alot. I actually really liked him, but i was keeping secrets from him and from everyone.
i had depression. i was insecure and just so depressed all the time. i couldnt be myself around him.
it was a horrible year for me.
So drama happened. i was pissed at him. and he confessed. but i rejected him because i was insecure. doesnt make sense to me now...

then...over the summer i started liking him again. i asked him if he still liked me.
he said no.

and i feel like he kinda likes me, because he looks at me sometimes in that way...but i dont think its like before anymore

today i heard some things and i think a girl likes him and has possibly confessed...theres also a good chance that shes attractive and confident and better than me

i really like him. sometimes i even feel as if i love him

i came home and felt so jealous of the girl and him possibly being together.

what do i do.

Don't be this pessimist! You don't even know the girl! Actually you should talk to him... Confess and tell why you said no to him. He may forgive you.

[piano1212]

Don't be this pessimist! You don't even know the girl! Actually you should talk to him... Confess and tell why you said no to him. He may forgive you.

I actually apologized to him when i confessed to him over the summer
he said nothing to be sorry about
i think i know who it is
but im not sure

just not confident :'(

[piano1212]

forget him and move on ... you had your chance, and it was your time to try and fix yourself,
so that someone can love you for the person that you are.

There will be other guys out there, these type of feelings come and go, so just get
yourself out there, and you'll see that it really wasn't so bad.

i dont k how to let go....
i really really like him.
jealousy courses through my veins

[Kromat83]

This one statement alone should summarize that your
not the person he wants to share his feelings with :

" then...over the summer i started liking him again. i asked him if he still liked me.
he said no. "

Over the summer a lot of things can happen, and usually in dating,
it's the guy that chases the girl, but in your case it's the other way
around, and now you know how it feels when guys have to deal with
this emotion all the time ... it has happened to me multiple times,
but i have to move on and just stay strong and onto the next person.

I actually feel a lot better with the opportunities i am getting lately that
are coming my way, and not worrying about the past, as it's a
learning experience and just have to appreciate what is out there.

[piano1212]

i guess im just hoping that he'll like me again. i always say maybe...maybe..and can't get over it

[smackie9]

he is just one guy, there will be other guys, so stop fretting over someone who isn't interested in you anymore...that is just the way life is....you win some you lose some.