Hey everybody
A few months ago i started dating this girl, im 19 and she is 18. I've have known her for several years but this is the first time we've ever been dating. We dated for two months and suddenly one day (right after new year) she told me that she werent in love with me anymore and that she didnt think we should see each other anymore. I was heartbroken, i've never in my life loved a girl as much as i loved her. I couldnt understand it at all and i kept writing to her for the next week untill she started ignoring me. I know this wasnt the best move in the world, but i was just so broken that i didnt know what to do.
We didnt talk to each other for around 3 weeks, and those were the three worst weeks of my entire life. In school, at work and at home i wasnt able to think of anything but her. Walking around constantly being sad i slowly started to forget her untill she a few days ago sent me a snapchat(just a text), i dont know if it was on purpose or if she thought about it at all. But i did, and i immedeately texted her back and we actually started texting each other for a little again, and we still do. The problem is just that it dont seem at all as if she likes me anymore, and she ignores me for around half of the time. As we started texting again, and i was reminded of her again, my love for her instantly came back and for the past days i havent been able to think of anything else once again, constantly walking around sad.
She avoids hanging out with me and I've now reached the descision that i will just meet with her for 10 minutes to declare my love to her, a hail mary attack, all in. I know this isnt the best move in the world, and i know that i should give her more space and so, but i just cant. I cant take it anymore, walking around not thinking of anything but her. It simply takes too much of my energy as i cant focus in school or at work at all.
Is this a really bad idea? if not, do you have any recommendations of what to do or so? Just any help basically. I cant live like this anymore,
Casper