my fiancee (future wife, got together while visit) does not want me to look at porns

[godsculpt]

My gf lives in another city, and I watch porns. She can't speak directly to me because of my circumstances. I can't see or hear her speaking directly to me although she can see or hear me speaking. My gf sent me some hot videos and pictures. I have used them, but you want variety in stimulation. I started watching porns again; it seems to piss her off although I can't see or hear her talking to me. This is better than picking up a girl (I can. I attract girls even when I don't deliberately interact with girls which is how most guys meet girls. I just show myself around; they come to me who is an ex-model.) for sex only. What I really want to do is to touch my girlfriend, to defile her and to devour her. She is inaccessible. She should be inviting me to her house asap if she wanted me to not use the porns. I am waiting for that invite to her place or anything equivalent in effect she can think of while avoiding her publisher and parents.

[Wakeup]

You have a "fiancee" that you've never met in real life or "touched?"

... What world are we living in?

[godsculpt]

We've met, we've talk, we've promised to be engaged. She just lives in a different city right now, and I am in a certain circumstance such that I cannot hear or see at all what she talks while she can hear and hear me talk. I usually have to analyze intuitively and logically what she talks about though other people. It is a circumstance thing. Think of it as bad parenting.

[dontaskme]

What do you mean you can't hear or see her speaking directly to you. Can you be more specific of this?

[godsculpt]

In an example, think of it as her parents not letting her talk to me and her friends not being allowed to copy and repeat her own words directly to me. I cannot see or hear what she talks about unless she comes to visit me. The only way I can access what she might be talking about is by reading intuitively and logically from the surrounding things, other than when she is here. You don't need to know the details on these. The important thing is her seemingly pissed off at me watching porns instead of her naked boobs, pictures and videos she gave me the last time she was here, which I have used many times but you want variety in stimulation eventually.

I wouldn't want money over her though. For example, my brother badly wants, and my parents, me to date some rich girl so he can mooch off, which is not my problem whether he has to work through the rest of his life or with full of money. Both by objective definition and to anyone's eyes, they are disgusting.

[dontaskme]

What makes you think that once you have sex with her on a regular basis that you are not gonna want variety as well?

[godsculpt]

I would still want variety. That is how men are built, and I am honest. However, at least that way, I would have a way acceptable to her to unload the urges. I would still try different things on her.

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Her parents are somewhat rich. As for me, there is some ugly annoying stalking girl far richer who my family wants me to date to live the rest of their lives full of money by mooching off. Anything else should be arranged and accommodated to fit their greed. They shouldn't expect me to consider such thing, obviously just ignored. Their greed, them wanting to make the best out of my opportunity or them wanting what is best for me is their issues. I want what I want and not else. Why would you eat some really expensive dish that tastes funny to you in a restaurant not some other dish you like regardless of getting 1 meal for free? This ability shows characters for me & my family.

[lalalita]

You're not from the US.

[dontaskme]

Well, if you are the type who wants variety, you'd be willing to try anything, even a funny tasting dish, no?

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You're not from the US.

He's got a US flag.

[rest77]

OP is either in some kind of Prison where he can still access Internet or he is not all up there or just FULL of Him self.

[godsculpt]

Variety does not mean any variety, and we are assuming knowing how the taste would be weird already before eating, not to mention ending up the rest of the life here. Obviously would hate to be end up with the dish tasting weird. There is nothing to go on or to be talked about on the weird tasting dish. Many things are all wrong including the taste. I fail to see how the weird tasting dish is my business. Her world that can't take a no is irrelevant to the reality or me in it. Whatever the reasons are, they are irrelevant as to being felt and being said no.

I'm being honest.

My gf getting pissed against porns kills me with urge piling up. I am beginning to get the feeling that there is nothing my gf can do about the circumstance, at least not straight through like it should be. She wanders without pinpointing to result a systematic diligent progress. What does she expect exactly? Whatever it is, I don't hear it. If it needs me to hear, it's unrealistic.

[basilandthyme]

I'm assuming this is the same girl who you wrote about last week wondering how to make her your girlfriend [url]https://www.loveforum.net/ask-a-female-forum/90308-potential-girlfriend-moved-city.html?highlight=[/url]

Interesting that she's now your fiance.

I'm calling bullshit on your posts

[Wakeup]

This dude is just looking for "normal knowledge" and he's intitled to it O.o

[anya_may21]

Why can't you hear or see her speaking but she can see you, you use a webcam and she doesn't?

Maybe she thought her sexy pics and videos were enough for you and is hurt they weren't enough, IDK.