I'm 34 years old & workin' as bank support system! Lately, I met a guy (introduced by my collegue) in the workspace! knowing each other around 2 months only! but, strange is my face become reddish & blushed when he's at my department for meeting! And i'm shy to look at him cos my team like teasing me & him! I found out that it could b crush on him, but i dare not to xpress my feeling out! not the right time yet! In the end, i seek advice and get more info of that guy! but the good news is he was born in india (south india), age 25 years old, single, very educated, respecful to ladies, loyalty & very good lookin, black belt judo! Bad news is based in india customs / rules relationship, parents wil decide of his son's life partner! And the suitable age between 5 years younger or same age with him! he is the eldest in the family, commitment is very priority taking care of his family (even though he's away from home)! Compare to me, i'm older than him 10 years! i felt so sad, embarrased & no chance for me! Worst part i'm not indian girl! After my 1st failure relationship (engagement cancelled - due to my family disagree he's an indian guy) datin for 5 years, i'm gettin out of socialize with people! It took me for 3 years to cure the pain of 1st failure! I'm scared rejection of love again! should i keep secret of my feelings or wait the rite timing 2 reveal out? i' m scared losing him! :-(