I'm an adult, and I've never had sex. I've really never even all that intimate. It's just been through clothing. The man I'm with now, I want to be with him. We've talked about it, and despite his reassurances I'm nervous. He's older than me, more experienced than me, though he has said it's been a long time since he's been with a woman.
Even though he's being very sweet about it, I'm still frustrated. He will wait until I'm ready. I want to, but he doesn't think I'm ready. And he's kind of bigger around than I had assumed. So now I'm more worried about it hurting.