Hi My Name is Christina im 22 Years Old and ive had boyfriends before i have . but i got with a guy that was younger then me i feel in love with him hes 2 years younger , and recently he cheated and had sex with somebody else , im the type of person thats wants answers i want to see who she is i want to know detail for detail what they have done and yes , i know some people might call it self torture because i wanted to know and yes it hurt even more at 1st he told me she just gave him oral sex but because im me i wanted to see her Facebook and i wanted to ask her so i asked her but i was on his facebook so she thought it was him so i asked what did we do when u was at my house and she replied we had sweaty sex , i dnt think my heart had ever felt anymore pain in that very moment all he could do was apolgize and beg for me back but i cant forgive him i want to but for some reason i cant , my heart is still aching to this day nothing works NOTHING , I TRIED TO DO THINGS TO MAKE ME FORGET BUT IT JUST DOESN'T WORK WE STILL SPEAK AND HE WANTS TO BE BETTER "ITS WHAT HES SAYING BUT I CANT SHAKE IT IT HURTS TOO MUCH I HEAR THE WORD SWEAT IM IN TEARS I DONT KNOW KNOW WHAT TO DO LIKE YOU DONT KNOW HOW BAD IM SO MAD AT THE GIRL LIKE I WANT HER FEELINGS HURT LIKE MINE BUT IDK
ANY ADVICE ANYTHING . WOULD HELP