My ex and I were so happy together for 3 months then she got stressed and changed, before my bday she seeemed a little odd, she just started school, and a couple weeks before that she got divorced and she was so happy She had me after the divorce, she had a little project she came up with where it had a picture of us two together and I was all for the idea I liked it, we talked about me going up by her when she got her own place, I'd only go up on weekends. Then my bday hit, she invited me to her work dinner and I was happy, so before I dropped her off to head home, she seemed a little odd. A couple days later I asked what was wrong and she told me. I mentioned something about my sister seeing a psychic and she brought that up about me thinking when we wouldn't be together and I assured her I want us to last, this is kind of when my mood changed cause I wasn't for sure if she was under stress or didn't want to be with me, she knew I would be devastated if she broke up with me. I started to love her. Then a wEek later she asked about her giving me a hall pass which I declined cause I wanted her only, I would feel like I was cheating, but she felt bad I was never with any other girl before her. Well then I broke Down and we were talking and she mentioned we take a break, ok she needed space she was stressed with school and her son. I still care about her But recently things took a turn her parents out of town she was stressed so the ex came over and I was upset, she assured me nothing happened but then the next day she mentioned he wants to be by his son again, and she knew I was upset, I said idk. Well he changed also he never wanted anything to do with the son before this and the divorce, and he treated her like carp. Well he wanted to get back together and I'm guessing the feeling came back to her she had for him. So she mentioned they most likely probably won't.I still care for her I don't want to let her go, I've been kind of awkward lately talking to her because I loved her and didn't want her to leave, well I may have made things worse Idk. But I ask.her if she will possibly give me another chance down the road if we are just friends but She said no. She wants to see me happy and every time we hang out she says sorry for hurting me and she misses me. I'm confused if she still Likes me or not. She says I changed but she won't tell me how, I think it was when she mentioned the hall pass cause I kept telling her no cause I want you only and that irritated me.
But do I let her go or hang in their? She Still texts me. But from my bday in Feb she changed the way she texts I could Tell she was different. Idk what to do. She kknows I'll be their for her no matter what, but I don't want to be getting walked on.