i love her, and she loves me too, but today god knows what happened?

[Broken_Me]

she broke my heart thousand time but this time it is difficult to recover because she told me that she love me and want to spent rest of her life with me.
long story in very very short because i have written but some how it was gone so this the second time i posting a thread
1st year
she texted
we talked-talked-talked
she left (ok no prob, i have no feelings she was just a good friend)
2nd year
she texted
we talked-talked-talked
she left (ouch !!! it hurts don't know why)
3rd year
she texted
we talked-talked-talked-misunderstanding becaus of her friend
she left (i unable to recover till now)
4th year 2015
she texted "she miss me" (i thanked god)
we talked-love-romance-celebrated her and mine birthday-talked- love (only on phone conversation and whatsapp)
today she left (don't know why)

[solarion]

Is there a question you wished to ask? If you're asking why she left then perhaps you should ask her...and god also, at least one of them should have a response.

[Wakeup]

Why do you continue to take her communication? Block and delete the cow and then you won't have to ever worry about her coming back and leaving again. You leave her this time and keep her gone. She's laying her crazy on you and you're being silly and ridiculous to keep letting her.

[Broken_Me]

Is there a question you wished to ask? If you're asking why she left then perhaps you should ask her...and god also, at least one of them should have a response.

I am dying inside, nobody knows it, but me.... (this song will explain my situation clearly)
i prposed her without seeing her face, yup it is true that i have not seen from year 1,
we had late night conversations, and I saw her 1st (21-sep-2015) time near her coaching class i mean we, decided to meet, i can listen her heartbeat,
i want to tell that the conversation we had is beyond just regular chats, she became my future wife, we go to long rides, even we talk about developing apps together (kids i mean, we used to talk indirectly because you know i am sourournded with my friends, family and this converstaion make me blush, and her too, (oh god i cannot forget her... please send her back to me please))and lots of more other stuff, she is been busy for a week and i, myself too but we talked and suddenly our mutual friend told me that she is not intrested in me, i mean if she is not intrested than how can she had converstation with me like that, why she used to care, weather i am taking my medicine or sleeping on time or not ("i think she is a robot - 500 days of summer") i want to know what is going on in her mind, why she is buliding a wall again and again,

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Why do you continue to take her communication? Block and delete the cow and then you won't have to ever worry about her coming back and leaving again. You leave her this time and keep her gone. She's laying her crazy on you and you're being silly and ridiculous to keep letting her.

yeah, you're correct, she keep coming and leaving me again and again but this time it was difficult because she expressed her feelings, she took me seriously this year and she felled in love with me, once i asked her weather she is engaed or not?(in india it happens that parents forcefully do engagment of their children, not in all,only some particular religion and unluckly she belongs to that religion) she replied no, but when she felt that i am serious for her, she told me the truth that her parents have done her engaement while she was 8 years old and that's the reason she was not coming close to me,( i remember that night, i was feeling like, somebody is stabbed me right in my heart but i controled myself, because she said she wants to live with me) I explained her that let me stand on own feet(i am 17 and in india a man earns at age of 28 but i have some diffrent plans, after getting my diploma in IT i am going for my traning, all of this because i only have one year) and i will talk with her parents, she was so happy after listening this, because she also don't want to live with the guy, she is engaed to.

[Wakeup]

Oh, brother. O.o

[Broken_Me]

Oh, brother. O.o

what to do now, help me, because this thing literally nobody knows, and last night we had this conversation, she said "she don't love me, and we have no future, so just move on and she is not intrested, and she don't want to talk to me, just go to hell do whatever you want to do, i don't have time for you" but when i said let me call you she said no i don't want to talk to you, as i said i will not reply after that last call she said ok go on, but i didn't call her yet, althoug i sent her mesages like i will wait and will be with you forever, she is reading them, but not replying, i am thinking she is pretending this, manuplating me to hate her, but the amount love i have received in last month is protecting me, i really love her, and she is afraid of future, and because of that she don't want to live in present also, i mean i forced her to watch "fault in our stars" (force mean i ask her to watch upto 4-5 times, and than she agrees) after watching that movie she realised that wahtever happen in future, let it be live the present, but after 1 week, again the devil of future is getting over her, now she is determined that she will not talk to me at all, so why she don't block, why she is keep reading my messages, i know if i call it will break her into tears so i don't want that to happen, i have explained her million of time that we will be together and just support me, i wil handel all the consequences matuarly but again the devil of future.....

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