It seems like mental hospital is harder for you than her. You poor fella really love her dont you.
Its weird that everyone is older than her there cause young people have mental problems too. In my country theres even block in mental hospital for kids. I been visiting my relative who was is 40 years old and seen a lot of 20 year olds and even 18-17 year olds together with adults.
However good job by visiting her, you are brave man. Fact that you cried and could hold back only shows how much heart you have. You can do a lot in this life with it.
Hope she will walk out of hospital more stable and cheerful.
Thanks for update Krusty.
Doubt kills more dreams than failure ever will