okay I'm new here and I desperately need advice.
The main problem being I'm a repeat cheater as in I cheated like crazy my lack of self control made me lose the love of my life and she gave me a chance everytime till 6 months ago she had enough and she ended it for good... I though this was the best course of action too until I realised I lost all feeling as in I can't flirt anymore and all the enjoyment in a relationship is gone and It's been 6 months and I still love her enough to keep myself away from her... I'm living off the advice my friends gave which is tht she isn't the one cause you won't cheat on the love of your life cause she's all you'll ever want... but right now the one I want is the person from back then I never stopped loving her and I'm sure she'll be mine again but I'm staying away for her good cause I have no doubt I'd cheat on her again.

So anyone out there know how to deal with myself.. disgustin yes but I wanna change