Hello there, at first sorry for my english since I‘m not native speaker and writing isn‘t my favourite thing, also sorry for writing so long story, but I tried to put 6 months to as shortest text as possible.
So I met this 15 years old girl on school trip where I went to help teachers since I‘m 17 and they needed help to handle so many people. We were talking for sometime but we kinda forgot about each other when we came back. Month later, I saw her with my classmate in front of her house, she was waving at me, so I came to them. She invited us home and it began… she got really touchy around me, she was touching my leg, arm, playing with my hair, but I didn‘t really care at that moment, because I wasn‘t looking for relationship and I thought that my classmate is into her (he wasn‘t, I talked about it with him)
Well… months passed, everyone was saying me that I should try it with her and I gave it a try. We ended up hugging, holding hands, hugging in bed while watching movie and so on,… Everyone thought that we‘re already dating, she didn‘t mind when someone said something about how cute we are together. When someone talked about me in front of her she got red and started smiling, we had strong eye contact while we were talking and we just had a lot of physical contact, everything was going fine.
Three weeks ago I was with her on ball, she looked beautiful. Later I accompanied her home, I was holding her around hip, then we were holding hands. After that I said to myslef that I have to tell her how I feel about this and that it‘s probably time to make our relationship kinda… offical. So next day when I saw her I told her. She said me that she‘s not sure if she wants something now and that she sees me just as a friend and isn‘t sure if she wants more.
After that I stopped talking with her, she tried to contact me twice, but I told her that I‘m not interested in talking with her, because she had almost half a year to get her (excuse me) **** together and that she shouldn‘t act like that for so long if she doesn‘t want something more and that she had to know where this was heading.
We weren‘t talking for two weeks and I kept hearing how she misses me, her best friend was persuading me to text her (this friend was on my side and had an argue about it with her, because she doesn‘t have any valid arguments to justify her behaviour or rejection). This week on Monday I met her walking towards me, she got red, started looking to the ground and started playing with her hair and she just said „Hi“ while still looking to the ground. I was thinking about it whole day and I decided to text her, she just answered and we weren‘t talking again. Next day she was in same class as me and I caught her like 10 times staring at me. Since then she‘s texting me first every day, she starts conversation with something we talked about in past.
I wanted to move on, but I still have strong feelings for her and I‘m willing to give it another go (so please, don‘t say to move on, try to give me some advice from your experience or what would you do on my place). What do you think, does this mean something or why is she doing that?