HELP. so i am in love with my best friend. i know, this is old news to everyone here. but i need to get over her. i can't be decisive with other girls anymore cause i keep thinking what if my friend will eventually love me back. not to toot my own horn, but i seriously have 4 girls at the moment that i can go out with, all very cute, church girls and what i am looking for. but their not the girl i've fallen in love with.
i guess i'll explain our friendship, we hang out everyday, literally. we never do anything, most nights i'm just sitting on her front porch having a cigarette.
anyways, i did try to distance myself from her, i just stopped talking to her and ignored her calls and texts. she stopped calling and texting me for a while and i got her out of my head. then some how, i really don't know how, she came back into my life. she just said the right words and i couldn't just not help her in her situation at the time...and i get lied to again so i again ignore her. but again she comes back into my life. shes better now, and also back in my life and we again hang out everyday.
so what do i do? UGH, i just wish i had the finances to move out of this situation for good.
